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Path with Snow

October - November - December

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My word the end of the year and now its both the joyful time and stress seasons.

Wow we..... here we go into the holidays Halloween, All Saints Day, Vetern's Day....Happy Holidays

Invoice Calculation Scene

Between holidays and a house guest who needed a helping hand my budget is at the max limit everywhere

Preparing Fresh Salad

But we have had enough for all the essentials all year round that is something to be grateful for.

Ice Bath Therapy

And things are still on the wire but the next year approaches steadily.

We don't have much to give but the widow's mite was the best gift and that means I am making presents again this year

And that is a gift of love and time

But what of the books...

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Well we released 4 months straight on Wattpad and all of them made a splash when they were being ranked.


 

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But even as they succeeded I am not satisfied yet with something I mean to do with all of my forms...

Stress Testing

Pressure Washing Bench
Reviewing Stacked Papers

I am putting them under tremendous pressure and making sure the lore is solid.

Like what does the form look like?

Who would be challenged by the form...

What is the form's principal missions?

How do different personalities react to their quirks?
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Rock Climbing Outdoors

What are their talents?

Are they too powerful?

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Not powerful enough?

And I'm rather excited as I am playing with 

Poly Buzz AI to see who all can challenge them.

Brown Leather Shoes
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And I am picking randomly picking who they face off

It's like opening up a new world... the blind date that goes horribly wrong or right but so far things are working to refine the characters and forms

Earth Projection
Festive Dining Gathering

Its sort of like going to a family gathering and someone saying oh and by the way

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We've arranged your marriage to a .... mobster / cold man .... oh this one is right insane and a demon .... ha ha ha.... I play the scenario as if I fell into the world

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Its a lot like life

You don't know where it will turn

and pressure sometimes is too much

But if you take the pressure​ you survive... and surviving can get us through a patch. Focusing on that next breath helps me.​​

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And that is how I can even when the chips are down find a way to give love not as a transaction....like a child wild and free.

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But remember even a child has a limit before they run....loving freely doesn't mean accepting abuse.

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It means loving without expecting anything in return.

Putting the other person first in actions...

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Doesn't mean we can't hope for love back...but getting love was never the point. It was giving because it is the right thing to do.

And than as the love comes our way

It's good to learn from the love given

the good love and the bad love

as all that love impacts us

but don't forget its good to learn of the love we give ourselves.

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It is not a perfect journey as remember grief is a cycle

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There are 5 stages of Grief

And they do not tell you always that you can cycle through them

And if you are going through the stages know you are not the first or last that there will be life after the journey of learning of the love gifted that caused the grief

And many things make that cycle come back and thus keep surviving tend the stages and seek help when you need it.

So many places to help

Church
Counseling
An Empathetic Friend

Suicide Lines
So many out there

Remember Folks All Lives Matter

That means you matter

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And When We Are Learning from the Love

As we get it and as we give it and when it is done we have to hold onto the first... So remember

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Do the first .... even if it is loving ourselves

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Do the second ... even if it is learning how we love ourselves

And if you keep doing the first two
eventually we find
a real good love


that let's us thrive in it.

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Give Love

Learn from Love

And Live Well on Love

(Thrive in Love)

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Loves Carry with us as long as they can

Self-Love can also falter at times.... but that is why we honor the passing of love.... it was a gift but one we find again.

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Halloween...

All Saint's Day

Veterans' Day

Days of loss
and celebration of moving forward a bit

Honor & Loss

And because it can't always stay with us

We need to be thankful for every moment and cheerish what we have while we have it.  And then continue onward.


the moments
the seconds
the life we are still living

the life that continues to carry


reaching out to the hands all around us

Family Dinner Celebration

And that can be hard to remember

That we matter

there are things to be grateful for

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And there is someone who needs us

But Remember
It is okay not to be okay at times

To feel the pressure

To need help

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There might be islands out there

But we aren't designed to be isolated

And that is why I am putting my characters through the pressure cookers.

Because I write for the ones who need it

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Because I am using what best serves the people that I write for

And that clarity of who best serves the narrative in service of the people and mission as to who I mean to cure now that is the plan and mission.

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My mission is to be the candle in the dark for those that need a hand.

And honestly its both fun and hard

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I am looking for a compass to guide everyone best and I love the journey

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And don't worry I'm still

Gathering new arcs, spending time learning, spending time working...

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Making a balance...

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Surviving under the pressure



 

The Holidays will strike in December

And no matter how you celebrate happy holidays and I'm glad you're around another year.

See you next year.... Looking forward to 2027

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